I love u,Ayah

When I was born,
You were there to catch me when i fall, whenever and wherever.
When i said my first words,
You were there for me,
to teach me the whole dictionary if need be.
When i took my first steps,
You were there to encourage me on.
When i had my first day at school,
you were there to give me advice and help me with my homework.
I still haven't finished school,
or walked down the aisle,
But i know you will be there for me through all these times and more, the good and bad.
So i just wrote this to say 'I LOVE YOU AYAH!!!'

[15th entry]

"Hidup ini terlalu indah untuk menjadi terlalu sedih"

Keep on walking,My Zatul

Puuufffffffffffffffffffff~

Edisi membersihkan segala habuk di sini...
Rindu rasenye nak memblogkan diri..
Gile lame tak blogging..
I miss to update all my life story...

Okay,I will update later..
Otak dah tepu...
Dah tak reti nak karang ayat berbunga2...
But,I miss my blog....

Pasrah

Jalan berliku penuh simpang di belakangku
Kutinggalkan penuh kesal, kutermangu sekian waktu
Di laman kepastian, kumenyapu kaki berlumpur
Tangan penuh darah, wajah penuh debu dan sendu,
Tuhanku dengan hidayahmu,
Aku datang pasrah, aku datang,
Hulurkanku tangga keredhaan,
Biarku redah, pintu ketakwaan,
Yang terbuka sepanjang zaman,
Menggamit semua insan,

Simpang-simpang jalan,
Semuanya fatamorgana menyesatkan,
Buat jalan makin panjang,
Penuh liku banyak simpang,
Tapi demi cinta Ilahi,
Kuhayuni langkah tersusun,
Di perjalanan hakiki,
Dalam kembara diri,
Abadi dan abadi, abadi dan abadi...

12th entry

semakin aku cuba melupakan
semakin aku cuba menjauhkan
semakin dalam perasaan itu
semakin rindu padanya
semakin jiwa,hati dan perasaan terluka dan terguris

NAMUN
akan aku cuba mengukir senyuman
walau hati menangis sedih

"A" [11th entry]

When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open my hands
And watch you rise

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
Soooo spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And I truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're
Ready to land

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were ment to be
Soooo spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

Heeeey
I can't pretend these tears
Aren't over flowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But will stand and say goodbye
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way
It feels to fly

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me (I will know you're mine)
We truly were ment to be
Soooo spread your wings and fly
My Butterfly

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be (you and I)
Soooo spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
So flutter through the sky
Butterfly
Fly
Spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

10th entry

Dear Maizatull Aqma, berikut ini adalah hasil Test psikologi situasi kamu:

* kamu orang yang suka sharing
* teman manapun yang datang, kamu akan terima dan mempercayai mereka sepenuhnya
* hidup kamu terisi penuh dan ini sangat baik bagimu
* kamu kuat dalam hidup ini
* kamu memiliki gairah seks rata-rata
* kamu punya sedikit teman baik dalam hidupmu
* hubungan terakhir kamu tidak baik dan tidak kamu ingat dalam memorimu
* ketika pasanganmu di dekat kamu, kamu akan berada di dekat dia terus
* ketika pasangan kamu tidak ada, kamu masih memikirkan dia dan akan tetap setia padanya, tidak melirik yang lain
* ego kamu rata-rata
* kepribadianmu rendah hati
* ikatan dengan tidak teman-temanmu tidak begitu kuat/sedang-sedang aja
* kamu benar-benar suka/mencintai pasanganmu
* pasanganmu type rumahan dan orang yang sederhana
* kamu akan mencari teman-temanmu kapanpun kamu ketemu masalah.